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dragged the lamb by its neck
to a circle of veins
i put the gun to its head
and i said said said said

this is it
this is the fucking end
i pulled the trigger
and watched as it bled

this is it
its dead

as the smoke filled my nose
and the sense of reality grows
i realize, i realize
i lose

i cant shake its eyes
from my mind
every day
something dies
every day
i fall deeper in this hole

every day i give up
every day fuck up
every time i fuck up

i look up at the sky
i ask god why
why is it i
rhat feels the need to die
i cry and i pry
and i dont know why
why do i feel this way
why do i feel this way
why do i feel this way

this heart to heart means everything to me
do you hear my voice? do you hear me?
i feel like im speaking to nothing
then again, youre fucking nothing to me

this heart to fucking heart is killing me
this heart to heart, it kills me
this heaet to heart is tearing me away
this heart to heart will kill me

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from Unmedicated II: Untreated Depression, released May 28, 2022

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CØL is a one man project with schizophrenia, dabbling in every genre that can portray a sense of sickness and depression. Something felt every day by the artist.

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