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Your Sky
02:36
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Crimson & Pine
07:47
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I saw your eyes
Blue as the waves that swallow me whole
I'm not drowning but I need to be saved
So I can save you
I don't know what steps I've taken a long the way
All I know is that I have many more to take
I've fallen down a couple times and that's okay
Your hands soothe my heart and your voice eases what I can't take
I'll be honest
I'm kind of lost
Can't tell if I'm lost at all or if I lost it all
I have faith in you and your confidence but I'm sorry, it's ominous
And I insist on dismissing the dismal abysmal list of anxiousness that awaits my confidence to test it
Im not ready yet
Your eyes, they swallowed me whole
And gave me purpose once more
Can't tell if the windows to your soul
We're always there before
Did they always cry?
Did they always remain in fight or flight?
Frozen in time?
They're focused on mine, and I can't look away
It's what I've always wanted and where I'll stay if you allow me to stay
I'll freeze in time with you by my side as long as you remain mine through the passing of cries
You remind me of crimson and pine
Something to do with lemon and lime
And the sweetness you always bring to my life
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3. |
One Last Goodbye
02:51
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Bleeding from my sores
Clung to the bedsheets
I can't bleed
So someone save me...
I am struggling...
Help me
I feel nothing anymore
Do you see how empty you made me?
And I don't know why you decided to use me...
But I guess that's it...
And I don't know why....
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4. |
Other Men
05:39
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[Mindless Rambling]
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5. |
Drunk & Alone
04:22
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spent the night grieving with myself
i didnt know how to kill myself
and i feel like the 3rd dimension inside myself
there is nothing in your eyes,
just gray and just blue and fog around the iris
theres no hope within your eyes
no to help you say goodbye
just you alone on the street without me
no one to call for help
just a night spent all alone
no one to love you no one to say that are beautiful
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6. |
Telescope
04:21
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I can see the stars with you
The sky and the clouds make way to show
Ms Luna and we dance under her beam
I see you and you see me but only in our fucking dreams
I wish you were more like me
In the sense that you could be happy without a need to scream
I know it hurts
But we have to make it work
Sunshine only comes when there is no murk
So be with me
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7. |
Distress Call
04:01
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Sending out an sos
So please come down to my aid
I cannot hear your voices
Can anyone hear me scream?
Lost in loneliness again
I wonder how you're doing
I miss you, youre heaven sent
But you have given me hell
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8. |
Ativan
09:33
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I see your eyes they're fogging up like windshields
I see your body leaving your soul
No more loving hands, just something to remind me
Of my family when I was a boy
...
I feel the worms are crawling out my pores.
And I feel like it's going to bleed me out
I am worried my heart is sinking and I won't be able to dig it back up
I don't want to be heartless but you have left me no choice.
I will remain in this cocoon of hate for the rest of my life. I'm sorry you couldn't grow wings. I'm sorry you couldn't move on.
I'm sorry you didn't feel like you could be yourself around me, and I am sorry I couldn't do the same right back.
I am so sorry.
...
I don't love you anymore
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CØL Massachusetts
CØL is a one man project with schizophrenia, dabbling in every genre that can portray a sense of sickness and depression. Something felt every day by the artist.
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