1. |
Anchor in My Chest II
05:51
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2. |
Pink Paint
04:43
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3. |
An Absolute Loss
05:50
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I AM NOTHING
I HAVE NO ONE
I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING
THE WAY I DID AS A KID
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4. |
An Unmarked Grave
06:48
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my emotions are black and white
some days i want to die
and some days i fly
and when i plummet down,
from the cleave in my wings
i realize now im just one being
no eyes and no tongue
forget about flying
no life no love,
i cant forget about dying
why am i here
why am i alive
why do i spend every night crying
im a has been and im broken
my fate always had been chosen
im a fuck up and im frozen
constantly stuck with the weight I'm holding
i want to die
sometimes kill myself
i cant fucking lie,
i just want to kill myself
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6. |
Mid-February
03:55
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Every second i spend with you on my mind
Is another I'd like to leave far behind
I don't know if I can take this any longer
I don't know if I can be any stronger
I'm struggling to breathe
I'm struggling to see you and me
I'm struggling to breathe
I'm struggling to see anything
I don't want to leave you too far behind
But you give me no choice but to say goodbye
...
I remember the day you stole my heart
You haven't given it back from the start
I just wish I could've taken the pain away
I just wish I could've just... Changed.
Now everything's been hollow without you
I just wish I could've fucking changed
Everything is empty
Just like before
Everything is hollow
And I don't know what to do anymore.
And I guess that, in my head
I thought things would be better in the end
But I don't get a happy ending.
I should've known.
I should've known.
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7. |
Introspect
02:46
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8. |
Melt
03:25
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(I don't actually have a copy of the lyrics)
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9. |
Farewell, Goodbye
04:35
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I love you more
You are the spectacle of my life
You make me feel alive
And I tried
You mean the world to me
You are everything to me
I was never good at goodbyes
I can't do this again
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CØL Massachusetts
CØL is a one man project with schizophrenia, dabbling in every genre that can portray a sense of sickness and depression. Something felt every day by the artist.
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...but suddenly the sun shines through the clouds
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Atmospheric, dark, and dreary. Perfect for a rainy day.
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beautiful album by my biggest inspiration. Also be sure to check out the CØL/Comforting split.
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Hertless inspired me to make music and release it. I'll be forever grateful.
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